FREEDOM!!!!!

Today is such a special day for me… 5 years ago today Jesus set me Free!!! No, I do not mean I was saved that day.. I have been saved since I was 6 years old, spirit filled since 1988… So what do I mean that Jesus set me free?
From the time my parents divorced when I was about 11 years old, I struggled daily with tormenting thoughts, nightmares, feelings of complete inadequacy… Basically I felt if my mere igsistance was a complete waste… I felt ugly, useless, and constantly wondered why God even created me….
Then Jesus opened my eyes to the fact that what had been happening to me was Not His Will for my life at all!!! Jesus died and went to hell to free me from all of that condemnation, guilt, and shame I felt…
Finally, I was loved like never before for who I am… Only when you know that Jesus loves You no matter what… Only when you receive His love which is the essence of love.. Do you have the ability to truly love others … You can not give away what you do not have…
5 years.Wow .. I remember counting the days in disbelief that I was not thinking of wanting to die… then a year, 2 years, etc… I would’ve almost forgotten about today but Jesus made sure to remind me… We must always remember what He has delivered us from…
Thank You Jesus for You alone are God .. My Savior, My Deliverer, My Father, My Lord…
Oh taste and see that The Lord Is Good!!!!!